Nobody (or no one) can really tell you certainly who you are and the "whats" and "whys" of your life. Do not accept everything that people say about you. They dont know you. They can`t know you completely, only a little part of you, what do you show when you are with them. Can you realize that you don`t know yourself? Sometimes you say "i`ll never do it" and then you do. Sometimes you say to yourself " I never thought that i was like this, that i could do it... " .You are a mistery to yourself.
But...there`s one person, and only one, that really knows you completely: GOD. And when you came to God you started to knew who you really are. I do not have so much time to write about it but just think about it and let God speak to you. Look that next words:
"Before I formed thee in the belly I knew thee; and before thou camest forth out of the womb I sanctified thee, and I ordained thee a prophet unto the nations." (Jr 1:5)
"I know what i`ve done but He (God) knows what i`ll become." TD JAKES
p.s.: i`m not an expert english writer but i`m trying..hehehe